Sweet Rewards

Day 10


It started with rain. Again. So to distract myself from my thoughts I decided to do something productive. And since I can't garden, what is left to do in the spring than clean. So that's what I did. It worked. Not a thought of sugar the whole time. I actually cleaned so much that it was hard to stop. But when I did I craved a reward. I thought to myself  "It's kind of sad to work so hard and not sit down to something sweet".
 Wow. I am so addicted to sugar. Really a reward?  And the sad part is that I felt jipped the whole night. So how shall I fix this mindset? I am not sure. Maybe next time I relax to a favorite book or a TV show. I don't watch TV a lot so that may be a good treat. I know that if the weather is warm a walk to the park with my kids would be the ultimate reward.  I guess I am moving forward with hopes for a great new beginning.
I am one third of the way there. I hope I can get myself in control over the next two thirds.
10 days down 20 to go.